Monday, February 14, 2005
The SECRET is out!
Yes, my blog is no longer a secret.. no longer something that I hold dear and near to my heart because of the comfort it brings when I am able to lash out at the world when I am hurting--when the person I love the most breaks my heart over and over and over again...
But I think that I shall continue to write, in the hopes that this will cure the melancholia that I feel. I am so f@%*ing depressed...why won't anybody believe me? Why won't somebody come and save me?
It's Velentine's day.. but what the hell is that suppsoed to mean to me anyway?! It's a "holiday" especially designed to push desperate and lonely people off the deep end while Hallmark and chocolate factories and flower farms move in for the kill. I think I'm extra sad because it's Valentine's day... I don't quite know how to explain it, especially under the circumstances that I am currently in.
Okay, enough of the drama. I feel sick to my stomach as it is.. I need not wallow in more drama as I am quite satiated for ten lifetimes over.*** *** ***On a lighter note, I have been quite a movie buff in the past few weeks. I have seen:
1. Elektra
2. Meet the Fockers
3. Assault on Precint 13
4. A Very Long Engagement
5. Spanglish
6. I Heart Huckabees
7. In Good Company
8. Sky Captain and the World of Tomorrow
No too good considering I took up film in college but good enough considering how many movies have passed me by in the last year.
With Virramall closed (or has it re-opened?), I am glad to have found a new "pirate" haven where they have absolutely no qualms about displaying their goods and where you can actually verify if the movie you're buying is really a DVD copy. Coolness! I can't wait to get a fresh batch of new and old movies to watch.*** *** ***I arrived pretty late at the office again today. Not the best way to start the week, especially with Chris finally fleeing the Factory. I definitely didn't sign-up for all the changes that are going to happen but what can I do, right? It's not as if I have the option to not-work. Hence, I am left to deal with the "autism" that becomes my environment. whoooooopeee!
(Chris, I hatechu! Ihatechu! Ihatechu! This place is sooooo quiet and sad without you... I feel like I'm in the Twilight Zone or Eerie Indiana or something like that..hehehe)*** *** ***From my broken heart to yours, I leave you all with this... Happy Valentine's Day!
When it comes to relationships, maybe we're all in glass houses, and shouldn't throw stones because you can never really know. Some people are settling down, some are settling and some people refuse to settle for anything less than butterflies.
-Carrie, HBO's Sex and the City
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